Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Indiscipline

This has happened many times with me and it will happen again too. Start a program, stick to it for a month, two months, continue diligently and in a totally focused manner, and then with some circumstances, laziness, finger pointing, blaming someone else - start making excuses to get off the grid.
A nightmare for a workout person, the curse of a fat person, the worst word in the world for someone who has an agenda is - TOMORROW.
I don't know what came between me and my goal. It doesn't matter. What matters is i let go.
Today, is one hundred days to go for end of 2011. I had set a target for myself to achieve by end of this year. In the next 100 days, i have to lose 15 kilos. I don't know how many kilos of fat i will melt, but i do know i have to stick to the plan. No matter how i wasted the momentum and last month, i have to give myself that chance. There is no one to redeem but myself.
The snoring has gotten really bad. Laziness reeks out of my existence. I am eating guilt free though.
Have got a few ideas on getting back to the work out, and will share them with you guys along the way, as and when i get results. I also need to do my annual heart and sugar check up done. Its a charade really, cos i dont seem to be doing anything about the weight.
The weight loss and health, go hand in hand for me. With 100 days to go and 13 weeks of my favourite season, i have to commit myself - to not skip a single day, to remain focused, to make sacrifices.
Toughness, is a quality of the mind. The way a person treats himself and his life, is a great reflection of how he treats everything around himself... Who am i ? We are soon going to find out. Cos its now or never...

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